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Friday, January 20, 2006

Yeesh hates the feeling like she's going crazy.
She hates to have to apologise when it's not her freaking fault.
She hates to hafta deal with old foggies who are pain in the ass.
She hates the feeling of wanting to talk to someone. BEFORE she goes mad.
She hates it even more when she has to resort to talking to the one because the other one is just not free.

Yeah...she ended up talking to the one. The one whom she should not speak of or speak to. The one told her to call him. Nah... she can't. She'll break if she does. She knows that if she called, she won't be able to speak clearly and she would end up crying. And of cos, if he managed to make her stop crying, she's in shit... She's would have most probably gotten herself into the same cycle as last year.

Yeah.. Yeesh cries as well. She's a very big crybaby in fact. HA... haven't seen that side of Yeesh, have u? Well, can't blame her can you? She's really dying here. Yeah... it's fulfilling to be so busy sometimes but she really wishes that she had more understanding ppl ard her. So far, most are fine. Actually, all but one are fine. They've been great. They've been helping me loads... Telling me to have proper meals, telling me to sleep early and helping me with work. But then, you've always gotta have one. Just ONE. One fren who refuses to understand and gets pissed at you for not watching geisha with her.

That's it. If she's still pissed after having apologized to her even when i din feel like it, then too bad. I'm not gonna try. I'm freaking tired. Last thing i need now is to go around rescuing friendships w friends who can't understand why i can't watch geisha with her in woodlands when i've got 3 freaking meetings in school.

YYY